How To Manifest A Life That Feels As Good As It Looks with Leah Brathwaite

When I say manifestation, and that's what I teach, it's coming from a

soul-led place where you are on that highest

frequency and most authentic aspect of yourself. And

that is aligning you with all of the deep desires of your heart. So the

big love, the income that feels spacious

and supportive, the freedom that you desire, all of those things

live on a high-level frequency. And you can't

create them from that survival self if you're continuing to

force and push and hustle. Like, your soul, has a bigger plan than you can

ever imagine. It is limitless. It is infinite. It's connected to your purpose

and to the universe and to all of the magic that is meant for you

here. And unless you tap into it, you are going to be fighting through

life. You're going to be controlling things. You're going to try to manipulate your way

to what you feel is probably meant for you, but there's just a bit of

distortion in how we're going about it.

Hello, beautiful. Welcome back to the New Truth

Podcast. Hi, Leah. Hello,

Kate. So excited to have you back. on The New Truth.

So for those of you who've been following my travel journeys the last

couple of months, Leah is my bestie who I was

visiting in Malibu, California a few weeks ago. I don't

think I recorded a podcast from there, but I've definitely, pretty sure I

definitely spoke of our time together on one of the episodes. So,

um, it was magical. It was so good to have you here. And you, oh

yeah, that was so magical. And oh, I definitely talked about it 'cause I remember

sharing that I had no idea I was gonna see you. I was going, even

going to California and You were, and Leah is

a manifestation teacher and a spiritual teacher and a soul advisor.

And she was leading a 40 days of devotion. Um, you can chat

more, you can talk more about that, but I was there witnessing it and you

were teaching about manifestation and we're sitting there like, we

didn't even know that this was happening. Oh, we manifested this. Yeah. Yeah, exactly.

Exactly. So I'm so happy to have you back. I think this is your

third time on The New Truth, maybe fourth. Yeah, I think it's the

third. If I'm not mistaken, I think it's 3rd.

Yeah. Yeah. So excited to dive in and

explore all this conversation about manifestation because, uh,

the New Truth diehard listeners know that I have, and you

also know that I have funny feelings about how most people teach and

utilize, uh, use the word manifestation. And it feels, and this

is actually perfect timing because last week I did an episode about letting go of

control or the illusion of controlling your life. And so I think a

lot of people are manifesting from control, but I love how you teach

manifestation and it feels really aligned with the, the

essence of what I believe is our co-creation

with life. So, and I know you have a big masterclass tomorrow

happening, so we'll talk about that too. Yeah. But this conversation about how

to, how to actually create a life that feels as

good as it looks, because so many people have even

manifested quote unquote Their dream life, but like don't even

feel good inside of it. Totally, totally, totally. I love that you

mentioned also like at the outset, like the relationship that

you have with the word manifestation, because I have that same relationship with it.

And I'm like, ah, do I really want to be known as like a

manifestation teacher when there tends to be

a whole context around it that is sometimes misunderstood?

So I think that's first and foremost the thing that I would like to kind

of set the record straight about is like, what that word

actually even means and like how we are constantly

always manifesting. Like, it is the most natural state of our being. We

are created as creators in the image of the Creator.

Whatever that means to you, whether you use the God language or Source or

Spirit or Universe or Divine Presence, however you want to

speak it, we are constantly translating energy

into form. I already have goosebumps. How do you say that? Oh,

right off the jump. For like the whole time you've been

talking, I'm like, this is it. We are. That was such a, so

beautifully stated. Oh my gosh. Okay, carry on. So

I think manifestation in the

context of like people who kind of roll their eyes at it, they think it's

like this magical fairy tale thing where you literally just sit on your couch and

you're like, I asked the universe to drop thousands of dollars or the man of

my dreams into my lap and you do nothing about it. That is

not how I teach it. That is not how I experience it.

That is not, um, I think it's sometimes an

oversimplified explanation of what it truly is.

But I think at the outset, it's so important to know that

we are constantly creating in our lives. Like, we are

constantly, we ourselves are a manifestation. Like, the

very first manifestation of our being on this planet is our body. It's the

thing that our energetic self, our soul, our

pure essence has formed so that we can

maneuver in this 3D reality and play the

game of creation, have the experience of the

full range of the 3D world, the highs, the lows,

all of it. So I see

manifestation really as just a natural

process that is Constantly happening. I think there's different

ways to do it. There's consciously or unconsciously.

I think the majority of us, until we know that there's a different way to

do it, are manifesting unconsciously. We're manifesting through

our programming, our conditioning, the things that we learned, our fears,

our limiting beliefs. But there's another way to

do it. And that comes back to that conversation around a life

that feels as good as it looks, because a lot of the women that come

into my world, they are high achievers. Same with you. Yeah.

They know how to get shit done. They've got, like, careers that they've maybe worked

really hard for. Or maybe they do have a relationship,

and they've created things in their lives, but they're like, this

isn't exactly what I thought it was going to be, or this doesn't feel the

way I want it to, or this job, this career that I've worked so hard

for is actually sucking the life out of me, or this relationship

that I'm, like, fighting for is draining me constantly.

So it might look good, on the 'gram to be able to post like some

of those external metrics that manifestation is known for, like the money, the

house, the car, the— everybody's got like the G-Wagon and the Chanel purse on their

vision board. The handsome husband. Yeah, exactly. Like all of

those external metrics that we

think that we need to do more and work harder for versus

how that actually feels to have it. I have been one of those women

who had everything on paper that looked perfect, and inside

I was like, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and even physically

bankrupt because I didn't realize that I was manifesting

from that unconscious part, or what I call my survival self, the one

that was like built to survive life through like

people pleasing and perfectionism and like achievement and pushing and

forcing and controlling, versus when I

learned how to realign to my truth, to my soul, and

I let my soul lead the way, that is when I started to have—

even more epic manifestations, but they felt almost effortless. They were

like just a natural progression of the way life was evolving, kind of like

the way you ended up in California and like coming to, to visit us in

Malibu was like, we could have planned and forced and tried to like arrange our

schedules and like done this really strict itinerary for you to make it

happen versus it just happening

organically and naturally and being a really beautiful experience for both of us. So

that's what I mean. When I say manifestation, and

that's what I teach, it's coming from a soul-led place where

you are on that highest frequency and most

authentic aspect of yourself, and that is aligning you

with all of the deep desires of your heart. So the big love,

the income that feels spacious and

supportive, the freedom that you desire, all of those things

live on a high-level frequency, and You

can't create them from that survival self if you're continuing

to force and push and hustle. Like, your soul has a

bigger plan than you can ever imagine. It is limitless. It is

infinite. It's connected to your purpose and to the universe and to all of the

magic that is meant for you here. And unless you tap into it,

you are going to be fighting through life. You're going to be controlling things. You're

going to try to manipulate your way to what you feel is

probably meant for you. But there's just a bit of distortion,

um, in how we are going about it. So. Yeah, I was

thinking like, as you're talking, when, when I was in my

20s and I was like really in my scripted self-survival,

self-saboteur patterns, I was trying to

create the life that everyone else was creating at the time. All my friends were

getting married. There was 11 weddings in like the span of 2 or 3

years. I was a bride, no, I was a bridesmaid 11 times. There was probably

more than 11 weddings. Wow. But they were all getting married. They were all

buying houses. is they were all staying in North Vancouver, which is wild. I'm in

North Vancouver right now and like, I wanna throw up everywhere imagining

living here and having not left. And, you know, I remember at

the time, like I made vision boards and I was trying to manifest the life

that they all had. But until we know our own soul,

mm-hmm, which obviously we'll talk so much about today, until we get

to know our own soul, like you, you don't know the life. I didn't, I

wasn't like manifest living in Africa. Like

what? You would've been like, ew, no, that's weird. Why would I?

Exactly. Not remotely. Like my mind would've pushed that

away. Yeah. So it, it, like, we think we know what we

want. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. But, but there's so much we're meant

to experience that. Yeah. So what do you have to say about that in terms

of manifesting? And yeah. 'Cause I was that girl in my 20s. Yes. I was

like, okay, this is, how do you be happy? Well, everybody says you

go to school, you get a good job. and then you get married and then

you buy a house and then you have babies. And that's like the script. Like,

yeah, this is what you're talking about. That's the program. We do the same thing.

We work at the same job for 30 years and then maybe in the last

like back end of our life, we may be able to get to enjoy some

of our freedoms if we've done everything right and we followed all the rules and

we like did the right thing. So I'm very— But that's

when you have health issues, so you don't get to enjoy it. Exactly. So you're

like, you just hope, knock on wood, that you, you're still in good shape

back by then. Um, but I had that same

script handed to me. And on top of that, I had a huge

religious indoctrination programming about being a good person and what it meant

to want things and to what it meant to be a good person and what

you were supposed to quote unquote do so that you could live

forever and, and all of that sort of stuff. So I was

very much one of those people that

had this very strong desire to be a good girl. Like

I wanted to be accepted. I wanted to be right. I wanted

to be good. I wanted to feel

like I was belonging and appreciated and that I was doing a good job.

So I took that and was like, okay,

let's fricking go. And I was like, I'm gonna be the best in church. I'm

gonna be the best in school. I'm gonna be the best, la la la la

la. And so by 21, was it

21 or 23? In my early 20s, like 21 or

23, I had gotten engaged. I had bought my first house. I had

bought my car. I had gotten the job. I had completed all of these things.

I was checking all of these boxes and I was like, I'm doing it.

I'm the good girl. Crushing it. I'm crushing it. I'm like, oh, look at that.

I'm like the first one married. I'm the first one buying a house. Look at

all my other friends. Like I'm winning at life. And I had

all the things that I was supposed to have. I'm like, husband, check. Houses, check.

Cars, check. Dog, career, all of those things.

And it was slowly killing me

because like you said, until you know your soul, you don't actually know what you

want. I thought I wanted all of those things. I thought I was supposed to

have all of those things. And so I thought I was supposed want those things.

And so I went after them, and I was a driven woman. I'm still

a driven woman, but when you're driven by the wrong part of you, you

will drive yourself into or off of a cliff. Like, I

drove straight into a brick wall, and

we had just completed the construction of our second

home. We had a rental property with the other property, and I was

standing in this dream kitchen that I had like— Forced and

controlled and like picked everything out, like the fridge that I wanted,

the grout color, like everything was controlled and like

manifested to my specifications.

And I was in the kitchen on a random Sunday putting away

groceries, just opening the fridge door, and all of a sudden it

came crashing in. It was like, not for another second. And I was like,

excuse me? Like, what is happening here? Who's speaking?

Not what for another second. And it was like, not This for another

second. And I was like, what the hell is happening? Because I could see like

these 2 parts of myself. It felt like an out-of-body

experience, but a very deeply present experience at the same time. It was like I

was watching myself. And that was like the voice of my soul

waking up and being like, girl, wake up,

not for another second. And as I'm looking around this perfect

kitchen in this beautiful home, that was like the dream.

I felt like nothing. I felt empty. I was like, how did I

get here? Like, this doesn't feel like my life. This

doesn't feel like any of it is mine, but

I had made every single choice. Like, I got myself into this

situation. Like, what is happening here? And

that was like a moment of awakening where I had had many moments

previous to that where I was given the opportunity, like, are you

going to choose your truth? Or are you going to choose what you're supposed to

do? Are you going to choose the should? Are Are you gonna choose making somebody

else comfortable? Are you gonna choose what your parents want for you or what your

church wants for you or what society wants for you? Or are you gonna choose

yourself? And that was the very, one of the very first moments where I

decided I'm gonna choose myself. And I'm like, okay, I'm

listening. This is like messing with me so much that

I'm like, I'm listening. Something is happening here. So when

my now ex-husband at the time came into the kitchen

and saw me kind of like having a moment with myself, like,

looked a little discombobulated because I was like, something's happening. He's like, you okay?

And instead of doing the thing that I always did, which was like, yeah, I'm

fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I said, no, I'm not. I think there's

something like wrong. I think I maybe need to see a therapist,

but I don't think I'm okay. And just saying that, just admitting

that I am not perfect, my life is not perfect, I'm trying to hold

everything together and it's cracking inside, like I am deeply anxious,

I'm battling depression, not even knowing that that was what was

going on, 'cause I was so oblivious to my own internal

world. I was so focused on the outside world, the perception

of others, doing the right thing for what other people would judge as the right

thing, that I had no idea how to really listen to myself. And so that

first moment of listening to myself and then voicing that

was truly life-changing. Like, it set in motion a series of

events that catapulted me into a completely

different timeline that helped to actually start manifesting from my

soul and creating a life that has all those same things. Still

have a new husband, have a new dog, have a new house, have a new

career, all of those things, but they feel so deeply fulfilling.

They feel so aligned. I feel present and alive

and inspired by my life. And it's also

100 times better than what I had hustled and grinded and like forced

myself to create in the past. So, When I say,

like, my core belief is that when you connect to the truest part of

yourself, which is your soul in my language, and you set it free to

guide your way, you let it lead you to the places like

Africa that feel kind of crazy, or like to these decisions that are

like, oh my God, this feels out of the

ordinary almost. It will lead you to a life beyond your

wildest dreams. But if you continue to stay in that prescriptive

box of logic, there's only so much that your logical wee little

human mind can conceive of. And it's like, A plus B equals

C. It doesn't take into account that you have the entire backing of the

universe energetically conspiring to support

your energy. And when it's only limited to, like, what you can

see or what you know or what you've been told you should want,

you're missing out on, like, the grand spectrum of so much more of

your life that is available to you. Yeah. Oh my gosh.

And as you're talking, I'm like remembering all the moments that

you sh— when we met in 2020 and you were talking about how,

and then I was called to go to Thailand and I just like went to

Thailand. And then I was, the voice told me like, go to Vancouver. And I

was like, Vancouver, why Vancouver? So I packed up everything and I moved to

Vancouver. And then like a week into living there, or however many, however many days

into living there, you meet me and Kel— well, you knew Kelsey already, but

met me. And then we instantly became besties. And then Andy,

and then the, the, like all the thing, like all the aligned

conscious, you know, relationships that then led you to that

beautiful home that you had here in Vancouver. Yeah. And then that

led you to like, and that led you to meeting Christina. And then we were

in LA for your 40th birthday where you had a date with Brock, your husband.

Like it was just like you kept following. You can't plan this stuff. Yeah.

Like you can't plan it. You can't plan it. Yeah. And I think, I think

you, you, because at the time, I was definitely connected to

my soul and living for my soul as much as I could in my work

and my practices in Vancouver. But I think that

unconsciously, you really gave me permission to follow those weird

feelings that were like, wait, why am I saying yes to this thing? Okay. And

I'm just going over here. And I meant to move

to Kenya. I felt that the second day being there. I went, and

I didn't go there on purpose, didn't know I was going there, got called

to go there on a retreat. Oh, wow. And I was the first or second

day, like, oh my God, I think I wanna live here. And I didn't know

that was actually gonna happen. And then when the moment came where it was like,

you should move to Kenya, and it just was like, oh, okay. And it,

I didn't even question it, you know? And it's like, okay, just trusting that. And

yeah. And so, yeah, I think you really liberated me in a lot of ways

just from witnessing how you were doing your journey. Thank you. And how you were

like, nope, this place is wrong. Gotta move. Got like, you would, as soon as

something was out of alignment, you'd, you'd shift. Yeah, I had

like a very low tolerance at that point. Yes. But it was like small steps

that built up to that. And it's not to say that it takes a long

time, but if you don't know yourself, like how can you trust yourself?

And if you don't know yourself, how do you know what you want? How do

you know what a yes is? How do you know what a no is? So

that's a lot of the work that I do with my clients. It's very similar

to some of the things that you do with your clients of like getting them

reconnected and attuned to what is that voice for

you? Like how do you hear it? How do you feel it? Can you think

of times where you've heard it you listened and something

magical happened, or you've heard it and you didn't listen, and then you like

had a world of hurt after it. Mm-hmm. Like, I can think back to

so many moments where I had that same voice

that was telling me to do something, and I was like, well, that's inconvenient, or

that's kind of weird, or I feel afraid to do that, or it doesn't make

any sense, I don't understand. And I didn't listen to it, only to

find out that hindsight is 20/20, but sometimes hindsight really

hurts your Like, it hurts when you're like, I knew that there was

something not right, or I knew that this wasn't quite the right

thing. And then you find out, like, time will

prove your intuition or your soul correct. But the

reason why I was able to listen to all of those

things of like, okay, you're moving here, you're moving here, you're doing all these crazy

things, you're driving across the country during COVID like, as provinces

were shutting down, I'm like driving from Toronto to Vancouver to move there.

And it made no sense, but— It, it,

it just was such a knowing. It was such a truth. And that's like

the level of power that we all have that has like

such a strong resonant internal guidance system that is like,

go here. And your intuition isn't going to explain like, so that

eventually you're going to meet this girl Kate and you're going to like find your

soul family in Vancouver and it's going to be the best 5 years of your

life and you're going to have all these connections that are going to lead to

this. It's just like, go here. And you have to be able to trust that

in that unfolding, that as you're moving towards where you're being

called, everything is organizing and orchestrating itself around you.

Because there's going to be a global pandemic and you're going to need your soul

family around you to go through the pandemic with.

Um, so as you're talking, I just want to speak

to not everyone has a voice. I'm sure you speak to this. So you have

like, go here, do this. And so I don't have that. I just have

yes and no feelings in my body. And it's interesting too, 'cause this will be

on YouTube. We're just, we're just launching the YouTube channel soon. And so it,

this will be up on YouTube, but for those of you that are listening on

audio, it, you, every time, like, as you're talking about your scripted

self, you're pointing to your head. And as you're talking about your soul, you're pointing

to your body. So it's interesting, like psychosomatically. Yeah. We

like your, for those who don't know how to listen to the

compass, my experiences and everyone's different. And I think we all have like

clairaudient, clairvoyant, clairsentient Sentient, whatever. But for me, it's like,

it's a kinesthetic feeling in my body of like a yes. And

almost immediately after, my mind's like, no, here's all the reasons why you shouldn't do

that thing. Or it's a strong no. And my mind's like, here's all the reasons

why you shouldn't do that thing. Yeah. Yeah. And I,

I think that's a really important thing to talk about. I mean, it's one of

the reasons why I actually love human design, um, because it, it

lets you know that we're all Differentiated, meaning we're all different. We

all have different ways of like listening to our inner

authority or inner voice. So some people will have more of an

audible sound, but we have like,

without going too far off, because I can go into the whole spirituality and like

the energetics of like our 10 bodies and how like we have these 10

levels of being of our bodies, like the etheric, the spiritual, the

mental, 3 of mental bodies. Like there's so much that

That we do not physically see with our senses that we are

constantly perceiving. And so the entirety of your soul is

not just like limited to inside of your body, it's outside

of your body. You have an auric field that extends like up to

6 feet around you, and sometimes more, that is

constantly energy that's interchanging with your

environment, with like the people that you're around,

with the field. And that is like

the really subtle sensation that starts to pick up

information. And then the stronger or the closer it gets, the more it filters into

you being able to really sense and hear it. So for some people, like you

said, it will be just like a knowing that doesn't make sense. You're just like,

I know that this is the right thing to do. For other people, like I

have both like audience vision and like

sentience. Like I feel it in my body. I sometimes hear and I

can see. Um, imagery. I'll get flashes of

scenes of things that I'm like, I don't know what this means. Like

the story about my husband, like I, in a meditation, I just saw this

image of who I thought was, um, John

Legend. It was like an album cover of John Legend. And it's just like the

silhouette, silhouette of his face. I can't remember the name of the album,

but I saw that in my mind and I felt it in my

body that that I was somehow married to this person. And I was

like, am I gonna marry John Legend? I'm trying to like piece it together. And

I'm like, how the hell am I gonna make that happen? Like, that's weird.

Um, and then I think this was actually even a few years before I

met Brock. And then years later, I find this guy,

I look at his Instagram profile, he's got that exact same, like, it looks

so identical to like that silhouette of John Legend.

Like, from that very peripheral, if you squint a little bit, they kind of look

like the same person. So I was like, oh, okay, that makes sense. So we

all have different ways of seeing and hearing and feeling things, and that's part of

the process of like learning yourself. How does your intuition speak to

you? Does it feel like a knowing in your gut? Does it feel

like something that you can hear? Does it feel like imagery that you

see? Is it like a physical sensation, like you were saying?

Learning how to differentiate those things and think back to moments where you had

like just a weird moment where you're like, I just knew something. Yeah. something was

going to happen, or I just sensed something, or I saw that,

or I felt it. Look for those clues.

And the more that you can get in touch with your inner world— this is

why I love 40 Days of Devotion so much. It's because it brings you into

a relationship with yourself so you can be in

relationship and in observation and in connection with yourself

for these 40 days that we do This Kundalini practice, and

it lets you hear what is constantly being

broadcast internally, but the outside world is just so loud,

we don't often pay attention. Or our

intuition is like, girl, you need to go this way, and you're like,

no, I'm really committed to going this way because it looks better that way. It

makes more sense. Like, I can see how that could eventually

potentially work. But our minds are not predictive. They're really just

a pattern and a programming that is running on just our history.

So it's trying to project our history onto everything,

imagining worst-case scenarios or imagining what can happen,

but it's not an accurate predictive processor,

whereas your soul, your intuition, your energetic field is constantly

in communication, picking up on subtle things. So it's a better way

of navigating than trying to do it through your mind. Yeah. And

there's 2 things that are coming up as you say all that. One, that your

mind is always going to like want the logical reason for something. And

logic is like programming and how like

usually the soul choices don't make any logical sense.

How, how am I going to afford that? How am I going to make that

happen? How do I legally live in Greece? How do I like, it's not

going to make logical sense. So if you're trying to figure out a lot

logically, like you're You're most likely gonna take yourself

out. And then the other thing I wanna say is like the willingness to

surrender all what you think you desire, right? Mm-hmm.

And to like, to connect with perhaps the feelings that you imagine will

come with those desires or that are attached to those desires. Because

when I was in, uh, at the lake last week, it was so interesting. I

had 3 people say to me, did you always know you didn't wanna have

kids? 'Cause they just see me leading this unscripted life that's not

like anyone else's. I live in Africa. I'm, you know, like they, they,

I'm like a wild animal to them. They have no idea how I'm doing what

I'm doing. Yeah. So they think like, oh, I'm one of those women that's like,

I don't wanna have kids. Like I'm just gonna live my free life. And I,

I look at them and I'm like, okay, I'm 45, but I'm like, I still

don't, like what? I, I never made that. I still didn't make that decision. I'm

like, I'm si— I'm living my life with my palms open and whatever I'm meant

to experience, I'll experience. So it's so interesting that from the conditioned self. Yeah.

People think like, oh, I have to figure it out. I have to make a

choice. I have to do this or that. And yet when we're in

soul, in my experience, it's like more of just hands open and like

responding to the present moment and the yeses and nos in the present moment. And

then life's leading us on this magical adventure that we don't even know how it

looks or what. You might know the feelings you desire, but actually we don't

know. So the willingness to like let go of everything you think you want. Yeah.

Totally. And it doesn't mean you have to necessarily give up that

desire, but there is like that openness that is so important and

so hard. Like, I'm not pretending that this is easy,

especially for like the Type A, high-achieving, like driven women

that we are and that I know and that I work with.

But there is something about being open to how it all unfolds.

And one of the greatest examples that I have of this is like meeting

my husband because I got

Divorced in 2014, and I didn't meet him until

2020, end of 2023. But I was like,

where's my person? Like, it's so, like, my ex moved on very quickly and

like was in relationships very soon after we

split up. And I'm like, am I the problem? Is it me? Like, why, why,

where's my person? Why can't I have that thing? But I say this

time and again that you can't create a soul-level desire from a survival level.

From a survival self place. So there has to be a rise in your

consciousness. There has to be a rise in your identity and

even in an understanding of what your desire actually is. So while I

had relationships between now, between when I got divorced and when I

met him, they were all teaching me all the places where I

wasn't yet willing to let go and where I was really trying to control things.

And it got to a point where I had gone on like a

few dates with somebody and turn out to be like, I mean,

I knew on the first date that this, I was like, this is a negatory.

This is like a no. But I was like, but I mean, maybe I can

take that red flag and like put in the washing machine and it'll turn out

green or something. Uh, but after the third date, I was like, absolutely

not. Which is so great because in the past I would've like waited

not 3 dates, but like 3 months or 3 years. So we were making big

progress and I made a decision. I was like, What I really

want is this. I had the whole list. I knew exactly what I wanted,

but I also knew like, I'm trying to control it. I'm

like trying to go on apps. I'm trying to find my person. I'm trying to

make this happen. I'm trying, trying, trying. And that trying energy

is like your survival self being like, if I don't do it, it's not gonna

get done. So I need to try harder. It's never gonna happen. Like the fear

that it'll— you'll never get to have the thing. So you constantly try and control

the thing, which actually is the thing that's stopping you from having the thing. Exactly.

Yeah. So it's like when you are in that place of like

desperation of needing something to happen, of wanting to make it happen in this

particular way or in this like very limited timeline,

that's when you are in control. You're trying to be in control,

but what you're actually doing is like you're manifesting from that

energy of control and that energy of lack. So you're really just creating more of

the same thing. So it was in 40 Days of

Devotion. I think actually what happened was I was doing like my

own practice and it was like, I really wanna

find my person and I realize I'm in control and I'm in lack around it

because I'm noticing that he's not here and I'm trying to fill that thing. So

I was like, I gotta let this go. And what came through was like, focus

on your friendships and focus on your business. And I was like, okay.

And that was very hard because I really wanted to find my

person. But I was like, yeah. But I was like, you know, I'm

gonna have to just like surrender because that's the thing that feels the

most alive to let it go, to focus on my friendships, to focus on my

business. So I launched 40 Days of Devotion, did it

as a group experience. I dove even deeper into my friendships. I mean, my

friendships were one of my main priorities, but I was like, even more so,

I'm going to say yes to more things. I'm going to make that the priority.

And so when our mutual friend Christina was like, come visit me in

California, I was like, yes. The timing isn't great.

There's so many reasons why I shouldn't. I'm doing this 40-day thing where I'm waking

up at like 6:30 every day and leading people doing this live meditation, but I'm

going to do it. So I was focusing on my business, I was focusing on

my friendships, and it was through that that the most serendipitous,

unplanned, like magical manifestation of this man

came into my world that I could never have controlled. Here I

was in Vancouver, like, where's my person? He needs to be in Vancouver. He needs

to be location specific. I had all these like parameters around it.

Turns out he lives in Malibu, California, and I'm gonna meet him in this magical

way that lets me know the universe has my back, that lets me know that

my soul is leading me. on this path. So if we are

able to open our palms a little bit and say like, okay, I really

want this thing over here, but the more I focus on the

want of it or the lack of it or the fact that it's not here,

the more I'm kind of pushing it away. So what else feels like alive

and vibrant in my life? Where can I focus my energy that feels

good, that I'm focusing on abundance, that I'm focusing on things that

really light me up? And as you focus on those things, the universe is like,

okay, we got your order, but you're the one that's trying to go back behind

the kitchen and like cook it for yourself. Like, we're working on it.

So you sit, enjoy, like,

pretend you're at a restaurant. You've placed your order. The waiter's got it. He's taking

it to the back. The chef is preparing it. You're enjoying your meal with your

friends, and it will come around. But

that's the hard part of like trusting

ourselves, trusting our knowing, and trusting that there is something

greater that is holding us in this experience of our lives. Yeah. That

it's not just us muscling our way on this

planet. There is so much more than

what we're able to sense or see for ourselves, but it is

always in support of the energy that we are putting into things.

So that's why, like, in the manifestation rhetoric, it's

like, be a match to what you desire.

You can't create something of abundance if you're

trying to create it from a place of lack or from a place of need

or from a place of desperation. And if you do end up creating it, it

doesn't last, or it's got this funky energy around it. It's like people that win

the lottery and then can't keep the money. It's because your beliefs

contradict what you desire. And so, because you're in your small

self versus your soul. And as you're talking,

I'm like, and telling your story, I'm like, didn't you say a year before

meeting Brock that you like, maybe I'm gonna end up in California. Maybe I'm gonna

live in California. You said something like that. Yeah. When I went to

visit, um, Christina, it was me and Andy and Christine. We went for a walk

and all of a sudden it was like, I just had this feeling.

Yeah. And I was like, I think I'm gonna live here. Yes. And they're like,

oh yeah, wouldn't that be so cool? Like we could just come and like, and

then Andy and I were talking about like, well, maybe we can get like work

visas because we're Canadian. We can't just like move to the States. So

we were like, maybe what, like I could get like a work visa and I

could just be here for like 6 months at a time. And logic starts

to try to figure out how to make that happen. But my soul had a

knowing of like, you're, this is going to be home for you. You're going to

be living in Southern California. And I'm like, how the hell is that going to

work? Because I have no real

reason to move here. And most

people would be like, Donald Trump's the president. How will you get a green card?

You got a green card in like 5 minutes. It was like 3 months. So

fast. Yeah, exactly. So, so it, because it was all

soul alignment versus trying to control, and I'm just I was thinking like,

okay, let's talk about wanting kids because I feel like so many women,

that's— they try and manifest that and there's so much attachment

and control. And yeah, maybe talk about that a little because

that— it's like, I mean, it's, it's the same, it's the same

answer for everything we desire. Yeah. But, um, for

any women that are listening that are like, I know I want kids and like,

what if I miss the window? What if I don't meet the person? What if

I— like, all the fear that comes Well, I mean, this is

just a fun fact that I love for myself 'cause I'm also in my 40s

and I don't yet have children. But statistically,

there are more women having children in their 40s now than there are

teens having kids for the first time ever, like in history. So

there is like, the timeline is a made-up

construct. But what I would say to that

is, I, I think it's important to

understand why we want the things that we want. Like when I was married in

my first life, I say, um, I was like, okay, well we have the houses.

We've been married for like almost 7 years now. We need to start like thinking

about kids. I wanna have kids. I need kids. Like that's the next thing on

the list. We need to have kids. And thank,

like, praise be that my partner, my husband at the time

was like, you know, like originally that was the plan. We're gonna get married, we're

gonna have kids. He all of a sudden was like, I don't think I want

kids. And I And I was like, excuse me? And I was like, well, if

I don't have kids, then what is the point? Like, who, like, who am I?

So I very much had this identity attached

to, it's the thing that you're supposed to do. You need to have children.

Like, there's no other point to your life if you don't. And

when we got divorced, I was like, ooh. At first I was like, okay, well,

I need a person so that we can have kids. 'Cause I'm like, now in

my, I, I'm 30 now, I feel Like, my window is closed.

But what I've learned for myself is the reason that I

want children is to have an experience

where I can be like a good steward to them, where I can

have myself tested so that I can grow, but I can also

help usher in a conscious being

that understands their power, that knows how to create, that can have a

completely different experience of life because I've

taken the time to learn myself and figure out how things work, and I can

share that with them. Some of the things that I didn't necessarily get from my

parents, who didn't know any better. So

I think the reason why is an important thing to look at, but

I also think that in anything in your life, whether

it's your career or marriage

or children or the place that you live in,

if you are able to release the

need from it— and this is like, there's steps to it. I know that it's

very hard, especially when We've got biological, like, things

happening within us that are like, I need this thing now. If you can

move up the ladder and be

in the embodiment of what that thing means to you, because we don't

ever want the thing because we want the thing. You know what I mean? Like,

you don't want a million dollars just so that you can have a million dollars

in your bank account. That million dollars means something to you. It

means maybe freedom, or maybe it means impact, or maybe it means choice.

Maybe it means power. Like, you don't want a specific

car, like the G-Wagon on your vision board, you don't want it

just to drive a hunk of metal. It means something to you. Same as

like that Chanel bag. It means something, whether it's status or style or whatever.

Children, what does it mean to you? And how can you start

embodying that meaning today? Like now, instead of

waiting for that thing to let you

have those feelings, how can you start to bring that into your world

now? So it starts to diminish that I need that thing so that I can

feel this thing. You can start to feel it now. You can start to be

it now. You're starting to be in the energy of it, and that is the

magnetic force that starts to attract things around you. So back to the

story of me manifesting my partner, when I'm in the need of something,

that's the energy that I'm putting out. Mm-hmm. It's like a lack. It's, it's not

a match to the thing. But when I'm in joy and I feel fulfilled and

I feel happy and I love my life and I have so much love

in my life because I'm nurturing all these other things, Then I become a match

to that deep soulmate love that I want. So there's an energetic

component to it. There's a consciousness component to it. And I teach

this process called the Free Soul Formula that walks you

through how to become the energetic match for it so that

you're living as it now. And that's what helps to create

things faster. But I also think that there's

just infinite numbers of ways that things can happen.

Miracle stories, Like there's just so much, especially when it comes to children.

I've been looking into this stuff myself. I'm like, okay, so what is it like

in your 40s to have a baby? There is a plethora

of information and stories that confirm the

belief that it is possible, but you will also find a

plethora of stories that will confirm the belief that it's not possible.

So which belief do you choose to hold as your

creative path? Because wherever you focus your attention— And

that's where your energy is going. That's where your creative force is going. So

if you want children, I would say, look for the beliefs and the

proof and the evidence that it is possible. Hold yourself in

that energy of possibility and potentiality and

become a match for that. And watch how fast things

happen in your life. It's wild to see. And the

willingness to let go of how we think it's gonna look, because it's like, you

think, oh, it's gonna be me. It has to come from me.

And it has to be like, You may— might end up

becoming— even as you're talking about your desire, it's like you're doing

that for all the wounded women's inner children already. You're already

being an usher to all these wounded little girls that you work with and

who are operating from small self still, and helping them expand into

their sovereignty and raise their consciousness and vibration in the world and heal the little

girls inside. So you're already being a divine mama in,

in a different way. Yeah. You know, and it's like, because Because the

reality is sometimes what we think we want is not

what we're actually meant to experience. But the thing that I

know to be true is what we're meant to experience is always 10 million

times better in your body and in the

feelings. So coming back to the title, The Life That Feels as Good as It

Looks, it's like we've been all programmed about what the life is supposed to look

like. This is the next thing, this is what I'm supposed to do. But how

it feels like. But actually, yeah, it might be so unexpected.

I have always loved kids and been amazing with kids, so I was never like,

no, I don't want kids for sure. I went through a phase where I'm like,

oh God, I'm a projector and I don't think I have the energy for it

and to do my work in the world. But now I've got, I'm

sponsoring Elijah and I, this little boy in Kenya.

Yeah. And, you know, watching him grow and change and like helping him and who

knows where that's gonna go. And like, it's just like, oh, I'm kind of

doing it in a different way. And there's just, and you know, the, the saboteur

ego mind is gonna be like, nope, it's gotta be like this. And it's gotta

be with the picket fence. It's gotta be with the, man with blonde hair and

blue eyes like me. So we have another, like, it's gotta be these, this

exact thing. And actually what your soul's here for

often doesn't look how we think it's gonna look. I think some people who are

visual might have a really clear picture and then that comes true.

But sometimes, and also I'm a, in human design, a nonspecific manifester.

Mm-hmm. So it's just a feeling. I don't, it's, I don't have clear visions.

Yeah. I just have feeling and I just follow my yeses and nos in the

moment. And then life keeps getting richer and more meaningful and more beautiful. And

it's like, So sometimes whether it's kids or partnership or whatever,

like all our souls are here for different experiences. I think of the women, I

know 4 women who have fallen in love with a

woman and never, and none of them are lesbians.

Mm-hmm. 4 different couples, 4

friends of mine who none of them are lesbians. They still don't identify as

lesbian. They fell in love with a woman and are now in a very

beautiful, harmonious, amazingly growth-based

relationship with a woman. So it's like that, that might

freak your saboteur out if you're like, that's not me. But it's like, I share

that story because it's like, let life surprise you because what you're

meant to experience is better than what you think you're supposed to have.

Totally, totally, totally, totally. I think back to

like, if I would have, I mean,

if I would have met Brock, my husband,

when I was like fresh out of my divorce and I was like, I'm ready,

where's my person? Like, I definitely would've screwed that up. Yes. Because I was

not prepared for it. And if I, there's so many

things in my life, if things would've gone the way that I thought they were

supposed to, or the way that I wanted, or the way that my brain was

like saying, this is how it's supposed to be, I know that I would be

miserable because I am so happy now. And I know

that there's no other way that the magic that is in my life now could

have happened. And if I had like forced what I thought I was supposed to

have like happen back then. So it really

is like, we think of these things as like destinations that we need to get

to. I need to get married. I need to have a baby. I need to

like, but our whole life is a journey. Like we know the final

destination for each and every one of us. It's the end. We bounce. We're out

of here. Like our soul is like, okay, that was a great

incarnation. Good job. We've got some Notes for next time. Yeah.

But the endgame that we're all

like pretending doesn't exist is that we are no longer here. So

while we are here, what's the richest, the deepest,

the most magical, the most meaningful, the most fulfilling

experience that we can have? And it really is when you are

in the present moment and you recognize that you are

co-creating every single moment by the thoughts that you choose to

think, by the feelings that you entertain, by the people that you have around By

the things you say yes to. Every decision that you make is

shaping your destiny, and it's giving you the opportunity to

be happy, to be fulfilled, to be

yourself, to be like what you came here to be. There's nobody

else that's ever going to do Kate Harlow. There's nobody else that's ever going to

do Leah Brathwaite again. So how can I be the most me

that I can be, and what is aligned

with that. And truly, it is everything on your soul frequency that is

the deepest desires of your heart. So the more that you can

project that truth of yourself out into the world, the more you will be

met with the things that you deeply desire, whether it's like

soulmate girlfriends, or a soulmate partner, or

work that lights you up, or hobbies that

make you feel alive, or places in the world that you get

called That you get to experience yourself in new ways.

All of that lives inside. Like, it's such a cliché, but

everything that you need is already inside of you. The feelings that you want, they're

already inside of you. Hmm. Like, you get to access them, and

you get to find that alignment. I think it's the coolest thing that we

have our physical bodies that help us know when we are in resonance

and when we are in dissonance, because we can feel that. If it feels

like shit, it's dissonant. It's not your truth. It's not aligned.

If it feels good and alive and expansive and like a yes, that is in

harmony. That is aligned. And when you, you

said something earlier, how you get like a knowing

and it feels good in your body. And then immediately your mind is like, ah,

but, but, but, but, but, but, and all of the but what ifs and what

if the hows and all of that is because your mind, your logic is coded

for survival. It is meant to keep you alive, and it's meant to

keep you safe, and it's meant to keep you comfortable,

really. That's what a comfort zone is. It's all the things that you know that

are safe, even if you're not happy in it, they're safe and they're known.

Any desire that you have is outside of that. If you don't already

have it, it's outside of your comfort zone. So it's going to require you

to stretch yourself. It's going to require you to be more of yourself, to express

yourself in a new way, to show up in a new way, to

adopt a new identity. of yourself, a new

self-concept. And that will feel a little bit uncomfortable, and that

will feel like this doesn't make sense, this doesn't feel safe. And

that dissonance of like, this isn't okay, this isn't safe,

is not the truth because it feels like crap. So start doubting

your doubt. Like, start like— Hmm. Doubting the doubt that

comes up. Like, what if this is just an old version trying to stay

safe? What if this is just my old self, my

survival self, trying to keep me comfortable. You can

see it, you can accept it, you can love it, you can thank it, and

you can say, and still, we rise, we grow, we

move. Because your soul, like I said, it's infinite.

It's connected to this power, this potential that you don't even

know how much you have because we haven't been able to

fully exercise it. So it's going to call you to the edge of that comfort

zone every single time. It's going to ask you to surrender an old version of

yourself to adopt a new new version of yourself and to expand into

who you were meant to be so that you can have all the things that

you were meant to have. But it's a balance of

getting to know yourself and then letting go of that old self over and

over again. Like, you will die. I can't remember who said it, but if you're

living right, you will die multiple deaths along the way because you are

constantly letting go of these old versions of yourself.

Totally. And yeah,

it's so powerful. And it's so like, I always think

like it's when I'm the most afraid, I know that that's where I'm meant to

go because it's like that, the comfort zone, the misery

zone, the depression zone. It's, it,

that is exactly where we're meant to go to be more of who we are.

And the funny thing is, it's like we're chasing all of these things. I wanna

have my person. I gotta have it. If it's coming from that place of, I

need this thing to feel good, you'll never feel good. You'll feel good for an

hour, for a day, for a week, for a month. but you'll never feel good

versus like, as you said, everything's already inside. You

start to cultivate those feelings internally and live from that place as

if you already have the greatest love and the most intimate intimacy. You

walk through the world with your heart open, following your yeses and

actually taking those courageous steps. You feel so good that you

actually don't need anything. See, irony, you don't need any of those things

anymore. Exactly. And, but that's when you become magnetic to them. But actually you're

like happy without them. the person or without the thing because you're,

you're home and you're connected to, to all that you

are. So that's the irony. It's like the moment we

actually don't need those things anymore, that's when we become magnetic to them. But

also we then aren't in that place of small, like, I need this

thing. Yeah. And then you're not attached in the same way. So now you get

to actually fully experience it. That's exactly it. That's the law of

detachment. It's like one of the universal principles of manifestation. The law of

detachment is like, if you are attached to something and you need it because you

think there's power that's coming from it, you are not a match for it. Hmm.

And so when you're able to, like, remove that need and you're like, oh, I'm

already it, that's when it's able to be like, oh, she's already it.

Let's connect. But until you're able to come to that

realization of truth within yourself,

I mean, then you're always putting your power out to something else.

That person will always have power. That bank account number will always have power.

If it changes, then you lose your sense of self. You lose your sense

of, okay, And I truly believe that the

whole point of anything that we want or we want to manifest,

like I said, it's not because we want that thing, but it's because we believe

that there's a reflection of ourselves in that thing. That's what this whole

experience is like. Can you experience yourself? Can you

recognize that you are powerful, that you are abundant, that you are worthy,

that you are love, that you are magnificent? This 3D

world is constantly giving us the opportunity to see that for

ourselves and to create more of that for ourselves. Yeah. And at the same

token, we can also buy into the story that we're not enough, that we're always

going to be comparing ourselves to others, that we're judging all the things that are

happening in our lives as like bad or wrong because it

should be different. But when we're able to

come to a place of recognizing that we get to create the

experience that we desire to have through our perception, through

our consciousness, through taking ownership and control

of our mind, instead of letting our mind run the show and

like come up with all of these like imagined scenarios of

demise, then we get to see like, it really is

much more simple than we've made it out to be. And it really is much

more magical than we ever even knew. Yeah,

totally. Exactly. And like, look, I just think, okay, we're

magnetic to women who are doing the same thing. That too, like, because you just

become a magnet to what you are. So I think like all my friends have

these magical, epic who are up to the most amazing, extraordinary things, who are

so on purpose, love what they do, have amazing love, have amazing

lives, have deep, meaningful relationships. Like it, I'm

surrounded by people like that because I'm living it and the embodiment of it. So

the more we become embodied in it, the more like everything in your life reflects

that. Totally. But that's the hard part because it's you that has to

go first and then you do the thing. Yes. Yes. But most people are like,

well, I'm waiting for the universe to give me the money so then I'll feel

abundant. Or I'm waiting for the man to show up and then I will feel

worthy. We gotta reverse it. You go first, the universe

responds. It is constantly giving you a reflection

back of what you believe about yourself and the standards that you hold for yourself.

Like, both you and I have high standards for the relationships that we bring into

our lives, and it's because we've made that our standard.

We've chosen that for ourselves. It's not somebody else who has said, you know, I

think you only deserve to have people who are

mature and emotionally regulated and purposeful

and inspiring. It's like, no, you become that first, and

then that is what becomes your experience.

So that's the hard part in manifestation, taking that responsibility and

ownership and the assumption, holding that, being that, you

being it first before you have evidence around it. And then the

evidence comes and then you're like, yeah, of course. Like, yeah, because it's who I

am. Yeah, exactly. I love it.

So I love how you teach this and it's so

expansive and inspiring, and I always love how articulate And eloquent you are.

And yeah, just love. I've learned so much from you over the years,

and I would love for you to share like how, if someone

like who, I'm sure many women wanna go deeper with you, tell us all the

ways. Well, there's a multitude of ways. I

have a lot of free offerings. So if you

are on Instagram at all, I'm @lea.brathwaite on Instagram. You can get a

free copy of my book. It's called A New Way of Life. If you are

just starting to figure out like, how do I connect to my soul? It's a

guide for Transformation from Living a Lie to Freeing Your Soul. So

getting yourself in touch with you, understanding how to live free, how to

free your soul, and start to hear the whispers of your soul. I also have

a free masterclass that I am teaching on Wednesday. This

is called How High Achieving Women Manifest a Life That

Feels as Good as It Looks. So I take you through the behind the scenes

of your survival self and your soul, and why maybe manifestation

hasn't worked for you in the past, and how this one

shift can allow you to start creating and calling in things

from a different place. And then I also have my

6-month manifestation mentorship ecosystem called the Free

Soul Collective, which is a deep dive into this work. So you are

doing the embodiment work, you are understanding your mechanism of how

to do this, how to upgrade your consciousness, and how to become the

identity of your next-level self, how to clarify your desires, how to

reprogram your subconscious, and how to be the embodied expression

of what you desire to manifest. And it's truly

I think more and more, I've been doing this work for the last, gosh, well,

personally with myself since like 2014,

but professionally since 2019. And the more

I do it, the more refined I get. And the Free Soul Collective is by

far my favorite experience because it's a culmination

of all of this work that I've done, like all of the spirituality, all of

the meditation, the metaphysics, the energy, and— Design. And

Human Design. And to see these women manifesting the most

epic shit. is like, yeah, we all get to do

this. Like, this is our natural state. This is our natural way

of being. We just have to remember that, or we just have to relearn it

because we've been told that it's hustling, it's grinding, it's working

harder, it's proving your worth, it's people pleasing, it's trying to be perfect.

We've been told that that's the way, like doing more to get more. This is

about being more of you to receive more of what is meant for you.

And it's my favorite thing in the world to do. So. And doing it in

community. And doing it in community. And collaboration and celebrating each

other and celebrating. Like, I, I think how many women, the other version that you

just described is like everyone's alone in that, thinking they're alone. Like there's no

universe, there's no guides, there's no angels. Just alone and competing. Do it

alone and competing and comparing versus this way is

in community. Everyone's celebrating each other. Everyone's sharing. So even

if like someone else is winning, you are winning because it's like

a representation of, of we're all doing this together and now Look what,

what, look what we're experiencing. Yeah, exactly. It's just such a

beautiful thing. And for somebody who for very many years had

a hard time with community because of the religious community I was

raised in, that's a whole other story. Um, it's so beautiful to

see what happens when aligned souls are all in a collective

together and the relationships that are

forming. And it's not like we're doing any cheesy, like, relationship-building things, but like,

people are hiring other people to do their astrology readings or to do

breathwork or It's just a really beautiful space

that I feel so proud of and so obsessed with.

So those are the ways. Oh, and

yeah, 40 Days of Devotion is the meditation practice that we do

inside of the collective. So you can get like an example, like a taste of

some of the work that we do in there. I think the next one will

be in October. I think it'll be in October.

I'm waiting on the full download for that one. But so

those are the ways that we can go deeper into this Amazing. We'll

link it all below this episode. And yeah,

I would love to share, for you to share any final

words you have about living a life that feels

aligned rather than just looks good,

that feels as good as it looks. I love this question. And

I think what I would say is like, your soul already knows,

like if you are a woman that is looking around your life and you're

kind of like, how did I get here? Or you feel like a heavy feeling

of frustration, or you know that there is like

something else that you're meant to be doing, something else that you're meant to be

experiencing. There's more for you out there. That is your truth.

That is your soul speaking. And

I don't say it lightly, but it's like your obligation

to follow Follow that. Like, there's nobody else who's going to live

out the potential that you came here with except you. So

follow those nudges, follow those whispers. Like, start to look for

evidence that there is more available for you. Look for people who are

doing what you want to do. Find out how they're doing it.

Get in touch with people. Find yourself in a community where

there's inspiring conversation, where people are uplifting each other, where there's not

this competitiveness nature, or just complaining all the

time, or like a cutthroat kind of dog-eat-dog kind

of thing. There's enough of that in the world. We need more women who have

come alive with their truth, who are in their power, who are

creating their lives in alignment

with love and inspiration and abundance and

worthiness and power and— Fun! And fun!

Like, I think that's how we're going to change the world. I don't think it's

through anything other than like getting in touch with ourselves, living the most

fulfilled life that we can, and being the ripple effect in the world, letting

other people see that. Beautiful. Love it so

much. Thank you, my love, for all your brilliance and wisdom.

Love having these juicy conversations with you. And I

highly recommend joining Leah's extraordinary community.

I've done your 40 Days of Devotion multiple times. I did it by myself once.

And then did it in community, although I was in a different time zone, so

I did it at a different time of day. But it was so amazing.

And mornings are just as good. Oh my gosh, 'cause you teach wisdom

every day and do the devotion, and it's so beautiful to have that. I know

so many women, when they start working with me, it's like building that practice

of ritual and connecting with self

first thing in the morning is so abnormal for most

women. And so it's so beautiful that in your programs, like, that's built in

teaching. And when you commit to 40 days, It

like, and I, I know that that part isn't coming up to the fall, but

it's part of your, your program. And there's recordings of the past

ones. And recordings of past ones. Yeah. So even if you do it on your

own or with other women from the group, like, hey, who wants to do a

40-day and you, or with friends, whatever. And you do it. Um, like

having that, like every time I've done it with you, I've ended up doing 90

days. I started with 40 and then I ended up doing 90. 'Cause it's like,

oh God, this feels so good. Why would I ever stop? Yeah. There's women in

the collective who like, we do one every, um, season and they'll do one and

they're like, well, What am I doing until the next one? They just keep doing

it, or they pick one from the archives. And I've had clients who've

like, I'm like, they're well past a year of doing it daily because it becomes

such a powerful anchor. So I love it. I don't

talk about it enough, but 40 Days of Devotion is truly,

it changed my life. So it's really beautiful practice. It's amazing. And what a gift,

like how insane that we don't connect with ourselves first thing in the morning, and

with our hearts and souls and bodies and energy. Like, it's crazy

that we don't. So yeah, love it. Thank you so much for all your wisdom.

Thank you for having me. I love you so much. So much.

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