Honoring Lost Loved Ones on the Path to Success with Keo Sar

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Melinda Lee: welcome, dear listeners, to the speak and flow podcast? Where we dive into unique experiences to help you and your team achieve maximum potential and flow.

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Melinda Lee: I am so excited for you to be here today.

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Melinda Lee: We have Keo Saar. He's the chief operating officer for matter product studio.

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Melinda Lee: Hi, Keo. Nice for you to join us.

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Keo Sar: My pleasure, Melinda, happy to be here.

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Keo Sar: I'm forward to it.

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Melinda Lee: Oh, I'm so. I'm looking forward to it, too, because I know your powerful story, and I'm so excited for the audience to hear it before we dive into your journey. Tell us more about the success that you have achieved and accomplished, or your experiences, and what you do as the CEO, and also angel, investor.

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Keo Sar: Hmm, yeah. Well, I'm the as you mentioned, I'm the CEO at matter product studio. We're a technology consultancy and we also build

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Keo Sar: technology for mid market and enterprise companies centered around AI. My background

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Keo Sar: is in building and scaling tech companies. I've been at 5 different startups. 2 unicorns. One got acquired.

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Melinda Lee: Wow!

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Keo Sar: Made it all the way to a series B before it you know died, but you know.

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Keo Sar: be able to make it to a series. B is still a a journey and a worthwhile journey for for any startup.

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Keo Sar: because it takes a lot of work to get there.

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Keo Sar: And then.

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Keo Sar: more recently, as part of my role at matter product studio cleaning up the operations, getting it more streamlined. Recentering how we approach our, you know, revenue production

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Keo Sar: and then making sure that ultimately, like our clients, have the best experience with us. And that we're able to deliver the quality of work that we we say we will and go above and beyond for our clients.

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Keo Sar: Besides that, I get really excited and passionate about helping to develop emerging market ecosystems.

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Keo Sar: So I work as a mentor advisor and an angel investors in

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Keo Sar: emerging markets in Central Eastern Europe.

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Keo Sar: and then have now started to take a look at Southeast Asia as well, and I've done some work in the Middle East and North Africa.

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Keo Sar: So. You know, because my my philosophy, when I approach these things, is that you know, talent is equally distributed. But opportunities and access aren't so

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Keo Sar: part of my my mission and my goal is to be a bit of an equalizer. Take, you know, my experience and resources and network to help founders that I think, are, you know, building impactful companies? To

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Keo Sar: take the next step in their in their journey? Whether that ends up being successful or not. We. We can't say

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Keo Sar: but I I'll do everything I can to help them along that journey.

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Melinda Lee: Right, right? And you and you've acquired so many resources and experiences and knowledge and people network

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Melinda Lee: and it had so much success with the 2 unicorns, with helping startups with the with the Coo at Matter product studio.

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Melinda Lee: You've had so much success.

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Melinda Lee: and yet I know, and I'd love for you to share

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Melinda Lee: the journey, because it

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Melinda Lee: overnight.

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Keo Sar: No, it it certainly, is, is not an an overnight journey, and it's typically meandering. But

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Keo Sar: I think we have to start at the beginning. My! My background's I'm Cambodian.

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Keo Sar: My my parents are refugees from Cambodia. A lot of people don't know

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Keo Sar: what happened in Cambodia during the seventies and eighties. But there was a war that was happening there as part of the what the Us. Called the you know, Indochina theater

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Keo Sar: and we got caught up in that

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Keo Sar: the war started in 75 that led to

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Keo Sar: a genocide that wiped out.

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Keo Sar: you know, something like a 4th to a 3rd of the population.

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Keo Sar: During a 4 and a half year period. But the award so

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Keo Sar: was almost a 20 year war which not a lot of people talk about.

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Keo Sar: As a result of that, my my parents escaped Cambodia. So my mom

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Keo Sar: escaped 1st into Red Cross refugee camps in Thailand. My dad

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Keo Sar: his story is slightly different. Because during that time they split men and women into different camps. My dad was actually scheduled to be executed.

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Keo Sar: The day he escaped. because the Vietnamese army.

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Keo Sar: yeah.

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Keo Sar: some people would call it invade, some would call it rescued. We're not here to discuss that.

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Keo Sar: But yeah, they came in and all hell broke loose, and that's how how we actually escaped. And found his way to Thailand.

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Keo Sar: She was Refugee camp and found my mom amongst. You know you're talking about

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Keo Sar: tens of thousands of other refugees.

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Melinda Lee: Oh, my!

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Keo Sar: Then, yeah,

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Keo Sar: and that's where I was born. So I was born in a refugee camp in Thailand. Called

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Keo Sar: was the name of it and commune 6

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Keo Sar: 5, almost 5 years ago, to the date, I convinced. You know, some of my best friends to go back to Thailand with me to find this refugee camp.

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Keo Sar: and and we found it.

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Melinda Lee: Wow!

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Melinda Lee: What was that to see like where you are today and where you saw started born? What was that like for you at the refugee camp?

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Keo Sar: Oh, my, I it was! It was so. It was such an out of body experience for for me personally.

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Keo Sar: because

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Keo Sar: yeah, I I stopped believing in coincidences, and the story is a year before

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Keo Sar: that the trip actually happened. I was doing a lot of research on where the camp was. And if there were any organizations still connected to the camp that could point me in the right direction

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Keo Sar: about an organization on Facebook, where they

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Keo Sar: more or less. We're like caretakers of what was left of the camp.

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Keo Sar: and it was funny. 6 months before the trip.

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Keo Sar: I I asked them like, Hey, like I'm still. I'm still planning on coming. They're like great.

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Keo Sar: When you get to the site

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Keo Sar: there's a small hut. There's some keys.

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Keo Sar: Take the keys. Let yourself in.

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Keo Sar: do a self tour, and then make sure you lock up and return the keys. I'm like.

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Melinda Lee: Wow!

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Keo Sar: Okay, that's fine. But A month before, a month beforehand I wrote them again, just to confirm. I was like.

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Keo Sar: Hey?

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Keo Sar: I'm still coming. I just want to confirm that. You know you someone, or you know the keys will be there, and we can go in.

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Keo Sar: And they were like, well, we actually have a caretaker now of the property.

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Keo Sar: And he can meet you and give you a tour. I'm like that's even better. That's wonderful.

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Keo Sar: Turns out he wasn't just a caretaker, this gentleman, he was so gracious and so nice

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Keo Sar: was he worked at the refugee camp.

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Melinda Lee: Okay.

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Keo Sar: From the time it opened in the seventies to the time it closed in the in, the in the early nineties.

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Keo Sar: and he spoke

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Keo Sar: French. He spoke Thai. He spoke English. He spoke Khmer, which is official language, Cambodia, and I'm pretty sure he spoke Laos as well, and he gave us the entire history.

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Keo Sar: And I I told him. Well, could you take me to commune? 6, cause that's where my life began.

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Keo Sar: And he's like, Yeah, I can take you there. So apparently there was a bunch of mosquitoes, because it's literally the jungle.

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Keo Sar: It's at the foot of this mountain, and my my friends that were with me.

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Keo Sar: They're like, you just walk through the jungle. We didn't follow you because there was a bunch of mosquitoes. I honestly didn't even feel it.

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Keo Sar: And you know I got to commune 6 and just stood there. I was like

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Keo Sar: I I don't. I still don't know what was going through my heart and mind at the time, but I'm like this is where my life began.

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Melinda Lee: Wow!

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Keo Sar: And yeah. So we, you know.

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Keo Sar: that's that's where that part of the story begins. We we got sponsored by some family friends in San Diego, California.

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Keo Sar: That's where I grew up. Before that, before coming to San Diego. We had a pit. Stop, if you will.

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Keo Sar: in the Philippines. It was in a region called Maron.

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Keo Sar: and they had what they called refugee processing centers, where they got you

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Keo Sar: ready to acclimate within the country that you're going to. In this case, the Us. But a lot of the Southeast Asia Diaspora ended up in Canada, in France and

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Keo Sar: Australia. We're kind of the and the Us. Obviously were the main spots.

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Keo Sar: And the purpose of this transition camp was just to get you ready for life in this new country.

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Keo Sar: And yeah. So we we ended up in San Diego, where I grew up and then for university. I

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Keo Sar: decided to move to San Francisco. Did my undergraduate degree in creative writing, and then got my got my masters in finance.

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Keo Sar: I was working at 2 fortune, 100 companies only to find I was not a corporate person whatsoever.

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Keo Sar: And that's when my startup journey began.

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Keo Sar: And

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Keo Sar: yeah, that's that's the. There's obviously a lot of things in between, and we could talk about those, too. But.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah, well, I mean, I want to touch upon your dad. I think your dad had a huge influence.

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Melinda Lee: To.

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Keo Sar: Hmm.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Keo Sar: Yeah. My, my dad was a disciplinarian.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Keo Sar: He very much believed in

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Keo Sar: and discipline, but I think more than anything else. He also believed in

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Keo Sar: education and education for him didn't necessarily mean school.

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Keo Sar: It was.

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Keo Sar: How do you constantly learn and and challenge yourself in that regard? Because his

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Keo Sar: philosophy and he used to tell me this all the time was like, look, you know.

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Keo Sar: we we don't have a lot of resources like, you know, we grew up on welfare, government assistance. Everything like that so? Money was, you know, extremely tight.

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Keo Sar: So

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Keo Sar: he felt strongly that if we got educated

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Keo Sar: because of his experience, you know, in in Cambodia, with the war, and everything like that's something

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Keo Sar: that can't be taken from you.

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Keo Sar: And if you, if you learn how to learn.

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Keo Sar: You'll always be able to reinvent yourself.

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Keo Sar: So so that's

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Keo Sar: so, that's something that that's continuously stuck with me. And when I talk to people, and you know, from time to time. They're like, oh, tell me what your superpower is.

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Keo Sar: and I just say my superpower is just learning.

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Melinda Lee: And reinventing, just.

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Keo Sar: And reinventing and just figuring it out.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah. But how powerful that is. I mean, that's why you're great at helping these startups to to get their, you know, to get to where they need to be, because, as startups, there is no path, there is no, there's no academics, there is no guideline right? And so not meaning. There's no academics, but there's no pathway like in academics. There's like a career path, or there's a you take Xyz course and you graduate. There is no path. And so that

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Melinda Lee: mindset of it's okay. You can still learn. You can still invent, grow whether it's in school or whether it's your business

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Melinda Lee: to constantly have that mindset. Is what you you've taken away from your dad, which is so. Yeah.

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Keo Sar: Yeah. And I would also add, you know, he

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Keo Sar: He was also very good about

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Keo Sar: letting me letting me explore my curiosities.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Keo Sar: He didn't say I had to be a doctor, a lawyer, engineer, he's like.

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Keo Sar: What do you want to learn? What do you want to do like try it. Figure it out and you know, he he had this trust that

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Keo Sar: I would be able to to figure out ultimately which

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Keo Sar: you know, especially coming from an an Asian background.

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Keo Sar: And hearing stories about, you know, Asian tiger parents, if you will and like, you know, it's a jay shetty who has, you know, a podcast and that you know pretty sure you know who he is. It's very like

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Keo Sar: He's a British Indian, and i 1 of the things he he said that made me laugh out loud was.

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Keo Sar: it's like, yeah, you know, in in our household. You had to be a doctor, lawyer, lawyer.

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Keo Sar: or a failure. He's like, so I'm basically a failure in my family's eye. That's

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Keo Sar: not the case anymore. But.

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Melinda Lee: Right.

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Keo Sar: I really.

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Keo Sar: I really appreciated that about my my dad.

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Keo Sar: and yeah, it's carried me a long way, being able to

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Keo Sar: give myself the room to like, create, and

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Keo Sar: to your to your comment, reinvent things.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah, and have the huge success. Like with your roles, with with making money and

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Melinda Lee: and with your drive and working hard, you've accomplished a lot

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Melinda Lee: internally, externally.

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Melinda Lee: What was that like for you when you acquired so much externally? What was that like internally for you?

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Keo Sar: Oh, oof! That's

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Keo Sar: That's a heavy question in in a lot of ways, right? Because I I think

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Keo Sar: because of our our background being refugees. There's always a flight to safety.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Keo Sar: And and you you want to be sit like my mom was definitely the more cautious one where you know I would be at a job, and I would tell her as an example, mom, I just got promoted.

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Keo Sar: and she would be happy for me. But then there's a but right her, but was.

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Keo Sar: don't piss anyone off like. Don't piss your boss off like they might fire you your coworkers might be jealous of you, so you gotta be careful about that.

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Melinda Lee: Gosh!

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Keo Sar: Yeah, and you know it. It was

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Keo Sar: I. I tried to understand it as much as I could.

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Keo Sar: but you know I I'll never fully understand, because I I didn't go through what what she went through.

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Keo Sar: During the war, losing, you know, family members, her younger sisters and things like that. So that's that's not that, not something I can relate to. I can try to empathize with her in that case. But

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Keo Sar: It was also something that I didn't let hold me back, because.

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Keo Sar: you know, going back to like I've worked hard for this.

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Keo Sar: I know that

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Keo Sar: and you know, in in terms of the the success that

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Keo Sar: I've had. It's

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Keo Sar: for me it's going back to.

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Keo Sar: I always bet on myself to to figure it out along the way, because the reality is I I don't know everything. I still don't know everything

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Keo Sar: and especially in the startup world. You're just constantly trying to figure things out.

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Melinda Lee: Right.

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Keo Sar: And the companies that I think succeed the entrepreneurs that I think succeed. And the founders they're just really great at figuring things out in time.

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Melinda Lee: Right, right.

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Keo Sar: It's it's really about your ability to quickly problem, solve for anything. In the moment.

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Melinda Lee: Thanks.

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Keo Sar: While still building for the long term.

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Melinda Lee: Right, right, right.

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Keo Sar: And and if you can really master those skills it, it can take you a long way.

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Melinda Lee: And you mentioned and you're gonna continue to do that. And you've continued

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Melinda Lee: to have the success and you mentioned that sometimes at 1 point you

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Melinda Lee: you stopped and you thought, Okay, is this all? There is.

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Keo Sar: Yeah.

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Keo Sar: I, yeah, to to more concretely answer that part.

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Keo Sar: When I

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Keo Sar: began my startup career, I I had this like 5 Year Plan.

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Keo Sar: right? I was like, I'm gonna be an executive at at a startup and get into the into into the C-suite which I made happen.

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Keo Sar: But

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Keo Sar: you know I I got there. And my 1st question. It wasn't.

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Keo Sar: Because it didn't really speak

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Keo Sar: I I think I wrote this whole manifesto on it. And I I just had this like out between, like outpouring of of emotions, and everything that I felt like had just been dormant, for you know, a number of years.

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Keo Sar: and and I took a mini sabbatical to be able to to do that. And

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Melinda Lee: how special of that. And and

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Melinda Lee: and and then, you know, to actually turn that into something that is driving you to change humanity.

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Melinda Lee: thank you, for you know your life, your cousin, I mean, and I'm sorry. Do you remember? Was there a sign when he went to you.

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Melinda Lee: What did he say? Was there a moment that you, that in your.

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Melinda Lee: I felt like I should have stopped at that moment because I'm diving into communication here, cause you mentioned in our quest to do more and achieve more. There are moments where people come into our lives.

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Melinda Lee: and I'm wondering, was there something in your heart where you're like? There's something really wrong here, or maybe there wasn't. I'm just curious.

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Keo Sar: so

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Keo Sar: Which is.

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Keo Sar: I don't know. I I don't remember what I said to him.

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Keo Sar: You know, and I I might have said like, well, you know what are, what are the things that you can't, you know. Take off your mind and like

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Keo Sar: like, what are the things that get you excited about working on? So just giving him kind of a series of questions to to ask

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Keo Sar: Because I you know I

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Keo Sar: I don't know. I don't know how to solve these things.

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Melinda Lee: I don't think that was your job. I mean, I think you need to do it. That was brilliant, and, like you asked them the question

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Melinda Lee: Well, and I I mean, I think, honoring, I think, in terms of when I know what I know about communication is like when you

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Melinda Lee: I don't think that was the time to try to give him the answer, which is, that's why you're asking.

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Melinda Lee: But I there's so much there that he needed to process to, even before he even finds out what his purpose is because he's sitting in a lot of shame and like, who am I? So I think that's it requires a lot, and I want to like, encourage everybody to really pay attention when people use words like that to really just listen.

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Melinda Lee: maybe not even just in your words. It could be action. I think. I remember what you said to me last time.

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Melinda Lee: Do you need a hug, or do you need advice, or you? Do you need to be listened to? What was it.

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Keo Sar: And he was just talking about how to communicate simply but effectively.

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Melinda Lee: Right? Right? So it's in those moments, because they need to process in the way that

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Melinda Lee: You. You may not be that Savior, you, you being here. And that moment was what he needed.

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Melinda Lee: You ask questions. It sounded like you were there for a long time at, you know, talking to him and listening to him, but at the same time we also want to empower people that they can.

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Melinda Lee: Be them for themselves. They need to do what they need to do for themselves.

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Melinda Lee: So I, utilizing what you said, that simple framework of Do you want to be heard, hugged or helped.

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Melinda Lee: Exactly exactly. And that doesn't help people. You know that sometimes that even turns them off. So so yeah, so stepping back and like, yeah, giving them what they need, allowing them to process and trusting that the outcome is what

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Melinda Lee: and signed up

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Melinda Lee: a part of it. Yeah. And so. But you just being there for them and him.

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Melinda Lee: So I and and I honor him. I you know our risk, rest in peace.

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Keo Sar: I wrote an article dedicated to him.

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Keo Sar: And so there's this really big why, for her and even to take a step further, one of the things she she mentioned during the show was.

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Keo Sar: you know, like her mom,

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Keo Sar: was against her cooking.

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Melinda Lee: Wow!

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Keo Sar: And she, you know, so part of that was also wanting to to prove to her her mom. And and I don't know

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Keo Sar: proving her mom. Wrong is probably not the the right

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Keo Sar: way to to think about. That is probably like proving to herself that she could.

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Melinda Lee: Right exactly. I would agree with that.

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Melinda Lee: But I love how something had to come down.

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Keo Sar: That's right.

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Melinda Lee: Rise.

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Keo Sar: Yeah, yeah.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah. And you also. And your dad, too. Did you go? You mentioned because your dad had a huge influence, and I want to honor him, too, because he's no longer with us as well.

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Keo Sar: Yeah, the

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Keo Sar: my dad, he passed away now over

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Keo Sar: it's about 9, and a half years ago.

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Keo Sar: yeah, and it, it was the

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Keo Sar: the the period following. That was.

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Keo Sar: I would say, the darkest periods of my life.

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Keo Sar: Because he was my best friend. We spoke every Sunday.

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Keo Sar: you know I I lived in San Francisco at the time, and I would, you know, go down to San Diego pretty frequently to to spend time with him. We would go on drives and

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Keo Sar: just talk and

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Keo Sar: it was.

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Keo Sar: It was difficult

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Keo Sar: to get used to not

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Keo Sar: speaking with him every Sunday.

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Keo Sar: and to just be able to call him like, Hey, I've got this situation because he he was always great, but he never told me like this is what you should do.

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Melinda Lee: Oh, I love that well, and though I can, I just highlight the reason why is because, as you know, I'm a speaking coach communication coach, and just that power of what we remember our conversations. Every conversation is so important.

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Melinda Lee: The and not not taking that for granted, because you never know when you're not gonna have that Sunday where you could just pick up the phone to call them.

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Keo Sar: Yeah, no, that. That's exactly it. So you know, I

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Keo Sar: I envy everyone who still has their

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Keo Sar: yeah.

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Melinda Lee: Parents, yeah.

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Keo Sar: Yeah.

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Melinda Lee: And so remembering to to use your your voice as a way to connect

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Keo Sar: Yeah. And you know, I I think the way I I honor him is to continue to try to to do the right thing and make an impact on on the world because he was

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Keo Sar: You know, he he got hurt on the job. He was a janitor, and I had to actually put these pieces together, because I actually didn't know what he did.

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Melinda Lee: Wow!

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Keo Sar: I didn't know what a janitor the concept of the janitor was.

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Keo Sar: and a few years ago, on a trip home, I I found the janitorial certificate from.

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Keo Sar: you know, some nonprofit agency, and

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Keo Sar: I I tried to look up the company that he he worked for asked my mom and kind of, you know.

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Keo Sar: getting to the conclusion that he was most likely a a janitor. At this, like medicine processing company in in

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Keo Sar: in San Diego.

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Keo Sar: And

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Keo Sar: yeah, like, I said, part part of the

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Keo Sar: the way I honor continue to contribute to the world in a positive way, because, you know he he very much believed in

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Keo Sar: building community

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Keo Sar: and providing services. So one of the things that you know he

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Keo Sar: he did, which you know, I

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Keo Sar: being

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Keo Sar: like his son that I'm extremely proud of, was he? He built

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Keo Sar: the Cambodian Buddhist society in San Diego, and took it from like this one building and turned it into this, you know, expanded probably 4 or 5 times this the size of this property. And

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Keo Sar: it was a community center. It was a school for both adults and kids to learn. Khmer, which is our our language.

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Keo Sar: you know religious holidays were were celebrated there, and this was all, you know. Not it wasn't paid work, and he poured so much into it.

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Keo Sar: And I I just remember this this moment. Now that we're talking about it. I

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Keo Sar: he's

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Keo Sar: we. We're going to the Temple, because that's where a lot of the meetings of the you know, the people involved in in this work.

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Keo Sar: and

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Keo Sar: we walk into this very crowded room.

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Keo Sar: and and you can hear the noise as you're walking towards it.

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Keo Sar: and as soon as my dad walks in the door like it's just like

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Keo Sar: silent like, just just like whatever noise was there was just like vacuumed out. I'm like.

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Keo Sar: what's happening here, you know. I don't remember how old I was. I was probably like 8, 9. And

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Keo Sar: Yup, it's just my dad.

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Keo Sar: So.

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Melinda Lee: Oh, I love that well, I love how you're you're able to transition! Can you hear me?

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Keo Sar: I'm having a bit of an audio issue.

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Keo Sar: Can you hear me.

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Melinda Lee: I think it's back.

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Keo Sar: -Oh.

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Melinda Lee: Can you hear me?

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Keo Sar: One second.

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Melinda Lee: Okay.

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Melinda Lee: I can hear you.

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Melinda Lee: but it is.

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Keo Sar: Oh, okay, it was.

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Keo Sar: I don't know why, but your voice sounded like a chipmunk.

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Melinda Lee: Oh, yeah, it it went out for a little bit. But how is it now?

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Keo Sar: It's it's fine now. I I guess we'll just have to go without headphones on my end.

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Melinda Lee: Okay, that sounds fine. So we're almost at the end. So it's okay. We'll just pick up. We'll just edit that part out. But I was gonna say, so, we'll just take a pause. I think I was gonna say, okay, I remember what I was. Gonna say, take a pause

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Melinda Lee: and say.

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Melinda Lee: I hear the the transition I mean you lost someone so dear to you. And your dad, your best friend, someone you called every Sunday, someone who you connected with, and and he was so honoring to you and respected you, allowed you to flourish, allow you to build on your strengths, and to reinvent and to learn. He just let you thrive. And so.

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Keo Sar: And that, and.

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Melinda Lee: How, when you communicate with each other, you felt safe.

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Melinda Lee: and and so for me to lose him

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Melinda Lee: was so hard like you. It was a heartbreaking moment. You're someone as a part of you is gone.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah. And

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Melinda Lee: and I want to acknowledge your strength in

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Melinda Lee: honoring him and and transitioning to do. Everything you go doing forward is is almost like you. Remember him and you work hard, and you you do, and you thrive because of his energy within you. It's like you. You take that forward and you propel, and you use that going forward and all that you do. And so he's not forgotten. He's still with you, and he's actually still

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Melinda Lee: giving you wings to fly. So.

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Keo Sar: Yeah, every day. And he

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Keo Sar: people think I'm crazy sometimes, but he does come to visit me.

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Keo Sar: In my dreams.

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Melinda Lee: I love it. Oh, my mom! So you know I love it. They do come, visit us.

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Melinda Lee: and cause they're part of us, and he's still with you.

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Keo Sar: yeah.

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Melinda Lee: Believe that for. And I feel it. I feel that.

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Melinda Lee: So thank you so much, Kia. And I'm gonna just wrap up

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Melinda Lee: what is. And then I'd like to ask you. And I ask all my guests what is that? One leadership? Golden takeaway.

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Keo Sar: To.

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Melinda Lee: The audience to remember.

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Keo Sar: The one golden takeaway is understanding your team's why

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Keo Sar: and

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Keo Sar: get to know their personal why? So you can help connect

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Keo Sar: their personal why, to their business goals.

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Keo Sar: And that way it becomes more crystal clear. Why, they've chosen to do what to do and be part of your team and work that they're doing, and also

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Keo Sar: why they're doing it. It's not, you know. And I tell my teams this all the time I was like, look.

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Keo Sar: you're not going to be here forever at this company.

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Keo Sar: Yeah, let's like, let's just be realistic about that but however.

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Keo Sar: while you're here, make the most of it.

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Keo Sar: and I want to understand your why, so I can help you make the most of it.

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Keo Sar: because I know the things that you do in your career to help grow. Your career is also going to have an impact on your you know your personal goals.

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Melinda Lee: Right.

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Keo Sar: Yeah.

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Melinda Lee: Amazing. That's so beautiful.

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Melinda Lee: And it's like their motivation from within.

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Keo Sar: Yes. Yeah.

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Melinda Lee: And I'll save you time from needing to micromanage, because they're already driven from within.

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Keo Sar: Yeah, and and it's.

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Melinda Lee: Courage to help people find their why cause it is nebulous, it is uncertain, but at the same time it's worth all the effort and the time and energy, and the connection that you're building with this person because you they know you care.

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Keo Sar: Yeah. And and I think that's a very critical part of of leadership and management is.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Keo Sar: Knowing that your your manager

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Keo Sar: cares about you? Because.

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Keo Sar: statistically.

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Keo Sar: yeah, I think it's something like 55%

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Keo Sar: of people surveyed. They didn't leave because the the company they left because of their immediate manager.

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Melinda Lee: Exactly.

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Keo Sar: You know. So I I think the better that we get at building leaders and managers. It's a benefit

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Keo Sar: for all the stakeholders involved.

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Melinda Lee: Nothing else.

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Melinda Lee: Yeah.

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Melinda Lee: awesome, excellent!

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Melinda Lee: That was amazing, Keo. I am so grateful. Thank you for sharing your unique journey, and I have gotten so much out of it, and so many powerful nuggets, so many powerful takeaways. I

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Melinda Lee: want, you know, help people to discover the why.

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Melinda Lee: Listen, connect with them honor their journey, and sometimes it can be uncomfortable for others.

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Keo Sar: And.

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Melinda Lee: Going to ask you, what do you need? What do you want a hug? Do you want advice, or do you want to be heard.

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Keo Sar: And so.

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Melinda Lee: Thank you so much for those

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Melinda Lee: amazing insights and takeaways, and I appreciate you and

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Melinda Lee: thank you, audience, for being here. I trust that you enjoyed this, and take what you need to serve you in your life, and until I see you next time I'm your sister in flow may prosperity flow to you through you and on to others. Take care.

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Melinda Lee: bye, bye, Keo. Thank you.

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Keo Sar: Alright. Thank you.

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Melinda Lee: Bye.